gops

god must be crazy. :)

you have no idea how i always want to be stupid. i always thought that intelligence is farthest from god. i tried to find evidence that suggest that intelligence can take us nearer to god. i failed. there is no such thing as nearer to god. nobody lived there. unless they are utterly stupid.

no that story didn't end there ?
you thought it was long and boring, but i didn't told the interesting part, in which, the hero dies in an adventure in order to find some sanity in the wild world. what did he was seeking ? why he could not get it ? and so on. that's detail in the story. remind me to told you that story some day. best luck to me.

p.s. i am an extremist. told you so. didn't i ?

whenever i like anything, i do it till i go mad. that's it. no half measures. i call myself extremist. for example, i liked dil chahta hai movie. bam. i watched it more than 100 times. i liked terminator 2. same. i liked 20000 league under the sea. same. i like to learn programming. same. i am an extremist. and i like the movie titanic. not the same. man, i realized that i have not watched titatinic movie more than two times. first time, when it was first time released. i extremely liked it. i have watched it again now, i extremely liked it. i doubt i will see it again. why is that ?

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i thought about the death a lot more than life. death has certain ness that life never had. death has a guarantee of solving any problem what so ever. the problem is with this solution is , it solves every single problem. not just the problem that is bothering to you. sometime, you want to solve some problem but not other. when you have choice, you will not die. you will die when you have no problem to solve or no intention to solve any.

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and in the news ? well, the war is still on and am fighting fiercely.

Jaane kya dhoondta hai, ae mera dil
Tujhko kya chaahiye zindagi....

evet.

Like the wind.

Be sure to let me know.

what ?

Never a break.

This stuff is pointless.

Not it at all.

Exhausting. f**ing Exhausting.

I'm fine. Like the hat.

For emergency only.

LOL

Don't limp.

Go ahead.

I'm very intelligent.

Don't sleep on it.

Just let me, let me talk.

I know I can do better than that.

Eject.

"The secret of change is to focus all of your energy, not on fighting the old, but on building the new." - Socrates

"The man who cannot visualize a horse galloping on a tomato is an idiot." - André Breton

"The higher we soar the smaller we appear to those who cannot fly." - Friedrich Nietzsche


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"Great ideas originate in the muscles." - Thomas Edison

THERE IS NO WAY TO HAPPINESS. HAPPINESS IS THE WAY.

dont forget to eat lunch and create some trouble.

DON'T TELL HANUMAN HOW BIG YOUR PROBLEMS ARE, TELL YOUR PROBLEMS HOW BIG HANUMAN IS.

The soul always know how to solve the problem. the challenge is to shut up the mind.  

"Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another." - Madonna

"Lovers, Lunatics and poets are all made of the same stuff." - Bhagat Singh

I can get jealous over many things.

I can get jealous when somebody runs faster than me.
when somebody's hand move in to not so somebody else's waist.
when somebody can do maths better than me.
when somebody can draw better than me.
when somebody can program better than me.
when somebody write a story I could not imagine.

if I write all probable incidents when this could happen, man, you will probably think my life sucks. but let me tell you , I rock. :D

lol

god needed urgently, nice pay guaranteed.

at least five year working experience after 2000 and computer knowledge is a plus.




-- damn the world.

feeling bad, damn it man, friction increase tenfold for every double in speed.

really, is this world that stupid ? efficiency, man, efficiency. people want to generate lots of power from slow running wind turbine, and increase the inertia so that they can generate power over a prolong time. my ass.

I am not that stupid. and you are not that intelligent. the game you are playing has one stupid flaw, you think I want to succeed ? lol, no you stupid. I just wanted to raise the stake. lol, fun all around. but you should stop fighting, there will be better chance at winning then. if fight you must, remember, and prepared, someday, I might want to win. and that day, you will need all the skill you have mastered till date...

skill ? , I don't give a damn about your accumulation of skills and talent till now, your desire of avoidance can not exceed my desire to achieve it, and don't worry, will test all of them in the fire, one by one.

I am happy in my search of war. Now I see it more clearly, a bit surprised too. It will be fun anyway. stay tune. :)

so, it happened. last 30 seconds are critical. :D